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The old man, the sea, and I

I HAD A bad day.

Oh there, what a perfect opening for my first 2012 blog post. But what can I say?

At a time like this, I just want to get inside the Great Persky’s magic box, like what Professor Kugelmass did. He would get inside the cheap-looking Chinese cabinet, waiting for Persky to throw a book to him. Once the professor got the book and tapped it three times, he would find himself projected into that book. Professor Kugelmass ended up making love to Madame Bovary.

But I only want to meet Santiago, and sail the blue Havana ocean with him, at a time like this. I want the Great Persky to throw me Hemingway’s The Old Man and the Sea.

Grab the image from here.

Tap tap tap.

It is still dark. Santiago, the old man, leads our way. We walk in silence. I could only see his back. He’s pretty tall and his shoulders seem powerful, although very old — just like what Manolin said in the book.

His posture and aura, they are exactly like what I have always imagined. He is a calm man, I tell myself. And you can feel this strange tranquil feeling when walking behind him.

“I had a bad day,” I inform him, to his absent reply.

He walks pretty fast for an old man. He is barefoot. I gaze at his old shirt — that had been patched so many times. I regret that I did not bring him some clean blankets.

I feel ashamed, I should have not wore this stupid Jamiroquai’s t-shirt, and shoes. Oh my God, why did I wear them? Yeah, my Converse shoes. I hate Converse. God, I look completely 2000s.

But that old, best fisherman, seems not to care about what I am wearing. It’s not surprising. His head must be filled with places he went and lions he saw, his wife, and the Yankees. He is crazy about them, Yankees that cannot lose.

Suddenly, he says something. He says he could feel the morning coming. I could, too, then I hear myself saying, “a chill in the air.”

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Ragunan

Hari ini bukan sekadar Ahad,
baginya

Sebab dia telah menyusun sebuah rencana
penting
bersama buyung dan upik
serta seplastik keripik

Untuk bertemu merak
dan rusa
atau unta yang menari merayu
memohon seikat kacang

Hari ini dia akan melupa
dengung sinis mesin-mesin,
atau ribuan kaleng sama rupa
yang harus dia menghitungnya

Hari ini bukan sekadar Ahad,
baginya

PS: you might want to check this.

Happy Human Rights Day

SEMANGGI

Ini surat ke-206 yang kutulis
untukmu, tuan presiden
Mungkin salah satunya sudah tuan baca,
ibu tua ini merindu anaknya

Tiga belas tahun lalu dia pergi kuliah
Mencium tanganku dia berkata,
Ibu aku akan pulang segera
Tunggulah aku untuk makan bersama

Jika tuan sudah membaca,
surat-suratku jelas bercerita
Anakku tak pernah kembali pulang
Seorang aparat menembaknya sore itu

Sebutir peluru menembus dadanya
Bersarang ia menghabisi nafasnya,
merenggut semangat dan nyawanya
mencerabut jiwaku

Hingga kini, tuan presiden
aku tak bisa lupa
Wajah anakku dan kaus yang dia kenakan
di hari itu

Mungkin sebab aku ibunya,
yang rahimnya pernah hangat membungkusnya
Yang teteknya pernah puas dihisapnya
Yang tak terbatas jumlah kasihnya

Tuan presiden,
ini surat ke-206 yang kutulis
Dan tak berhenti surat pasti kukirim
Terus menerus akan kutunggu jawabmu

Jawaban tuan untuk seorang ibu tua,
yang merindu sungguh
anak lakinya, dan keadilan
Dan keadilan

Catatan: Terinspirasi dari seorang ibu luar biasa yang saya temui hari ini (9 Desember). Selamat hari Hak Asasi Manusia (HAM), adili mereka yang tangannya berdarah.

My intention now, leading a life of simplicity

The 2011 Ubud Writers and Readers festival’s theme is Cultivate the Land Within. A line from Bali’s priest and prominent poet Ida Pedanda Made Sidemen.

I went to the Tribute Night, was so glad that I made the decision to go. I copied his Salampah Laku form the committee’s files. I madly respect this man, especially after (because I did not have any idea who he was before the festival) knowing what he has done and his thoughts.

Here I share with you, enjoy!

Ida Pedanda Made by 2011 UWRF Committee

Ida Pedande Made Sidemen held by one of his students. Photo’s taken from 2011 UWRF Committee

SALAMPAH LAKU

Ida Pedanda Made Sidemen

Behold,
A world swarmed with men
Useless men, indolent men
Who like the birds
Chirping continuously
About things above their heads

Behold,
How in the season of sadness
All take to the air
Abandoning  worldly miseries
Into sunya
Aspiring to be wiser

Back from my  journey
I know nothing
Without knowledge, without words
Ignorant of the divine
Darkness descends on my heart
Obscuring North and South
Lustful thoughts, vain words, injuring actions
Embrace me
I flee to the villages, begging for foods
Beseech for sanctuary
To be a cloud, completely

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On Capitalism and why Occupying it is important

LET ME REITERATE IT, I don’t despise capitalism, but I do have some issues with it — although I must admit, the system has yet to affect me directly, and other Middle Class people I suppose.

I am not a fan of free market or privatization. I have never been. And I don’t think we should encourage those practices. Why? Because they simply won’t bring betterment. Not for the underdeveloped countries, at least. But you see, these kinda talks have always seen as “high” or “sophisticated” topics that everyone raising the very issues must be some “socialist” or “commie” or “playing-smart” or “boring!” dudes.

Thus, when Occupy Wall Street started to merge last month in the city that never sleeps, the New York, I was so happy. Finally, I got to see bunch of people, the laymen, talking and cursing capitalism.

And I did not have to wait for long for the movement to inspire people around the globe, including people here in Jakarta. Starting last week, Jakarta has its own movement: Occupy Jakarta.

I haven’t again checked it, but if they still manage to stay, everyone passes the Indonesia Stock Exchange (BEI) building in South Jakarta in the morning till afternoon now might see a group of [now still small] people gathering, ranting about how capitalism is entering its end.

God knows I couldn’t be happier seeing those people coming from various backgrounds telling each other their opinions about capitalism. I remember one protestor brought a poster says: “The 1% is making history, but the 99% is trying to change it.”

Surely, not everyone in the city supports the movement. Many said the movement won’t gather steam if they stuck on the abstract capitalism issues. Another said Occupy Jakarta supporters are childish followers, because why bother Indonesia’s economy, when now it is in its best shape since 1997? They suggest these childish people to fight for more concrete problems such as religious intolerance and violence, or corruption.

I am not saying these notions are wrong, or think that they are not significant matters worth struggle for. But I always believe economy, or prosperity to be exact, is the core of all problems. Even I believe the intolerance issues got to do with it.

Basically, if you have enough money and can send your children to good schools they will get good education, no? They’ll learn many things, including respecting others, no? And when you are content and happy, you surely will say no to an offer of joining a religious rally or attack for $3, no?

Certainly, our economy is blooming and might be in its best shape since the last crisis, based on statistic. Based on new BPS stats released on July, the poor now constitute 12.5 percent (30.02 million) of Indonesia’s population, down from 13.3 percent (31.02) last year (poverty line = Rp 233,740 ($27.35) per capita per month). And the government sees an accumulated $94.7 billion in foreign exchange reserves — the largest amount in Indonesian history. Further, the country is also targeting 6.4 percent of economic growth this year. What a compelling data!

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